this time last year i grew balls that i didn’t know were in me.
not sure how i managed
despite fear of disappointment, fear of rejection, and fear alone
i decided you were worth the risk
no, i decided my feelings for you were worth the risk, I was worth the risk
i had to try
i had to risk it and give everything i’ve got a go
thinking back, i was amazing, astoundingly impressive
and i was beautiful.
a year has passed and the things i wish would change haven’t, the things i wish wouldn’t change have.
and even though you don’t remember
i remember.
at 21:30 on 07.04.2009 i grew balls i never knew were in me
on 07.04.2010 i have no regrets. i am PROUD to be me and for all the things that i have done
for you and for me.
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